Thursday, February 28, 2008
LAST moments.

its 6.10am and here i am still blogging.

but its once of those 'MUST mark down' days.

work aside. i had a not bad day at work. but that aside... ...

i went to my class chalet after work and reached at like 12.30am. went to buy mac with julian and reached back there at like 1.30am? maybe 2.

wasnt around for the BBQ so missed a few classmates and my 'homeroom teacher'. and so we started to play daidee first.

followed by BLACKJACK. and since everyone was reluctant to be banker. i decided to be.

this year everytime gamble say 'long long one time'. coz of christmas, chinese new year, all the 21 bdays.

but to me this time is different. although i lost like $14. but my mindset was totally different.

instead of playing drinking games and watching everyone get drunk. at least we remained sober enjoying the moment.

we may not feel it or realize it yet coz we're all celebrating that exams are over. but the truth is we may not see each other again until graduation day. and after that, we may not see each other anymore.

remember all the times after o lvls. and everyone said lets have a class chalet after that? well for my class it never happened coz no one wanted to do all the organising. and after that? even meeting up with close friends was a once every half a year event. and we cant even gather all 5 of us.

so to me, this 'long long one time' is really LONG LONG one time. and after this time there may not be any anymore.

yea emo post i know. but this is an entry to mark down this day.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 6:00 AM