ULCER.
ARGHH FREAKING IRRITATINGLY PAIN!!!!
guess how i got my ulcer? my lip was dry and i was bored so i decided to take my finger and poke my lip. until i went 'OOOUUU' and i immedietly knew i was gonna have an ulcer. DAMMIT.
its not i dont want to smile. its i cant! freaking pain! was such a chore laughing and smiling! and of coz those people who dont know me probably will think im being dao or something. but thats not the case!
i mean, if its a friend, i can go like. 'hey! dam i have an ulcer and it hurts la so i cant talk properly'. but imagine if i do that to a acquintance or something. its gonna be sooooooooooo weird.
anyhoos. sometimes i really feel like killing the kids at cc. ok la not say kill lah. thats badddd. murderrrr. but... at least SMACK THEM or something. irritating sial! im gonna make sure my kid in the future is WELL BEHAVED. at least to a certain degree!
anyway ok i shall reveal my PES status. im PES E!!! LIKE WOOOOOOOOOT. i dont care if i dont get to 'experience proper' NS life. although everyone says its 'experience' but i dont care! no BMT! no fieldcamp! no guard duties or stay in's! no whatever crap!
8 - 5 is the best! i dont care if its boring job all the way! i'll just get a PSP or something. or as i was telling the group, get a gameboy and play all the pokemon versions! LOL.
anyway 1 thing is confirmed. once my vocation is confirmed and my 8 - 5 pm is confirmed. im going for SIM part-time degree. i checked up a little on it. and its a 2 1/2 years course with a diploma of no relevance to SIM courses. 2 yrs if its a business diploma which i obviously dont have.
but its just 1/2 a year more. so i guess its cool. i dont know what the timings are. but im definately going for it. i mean... its like ALOT of time saved leh! means after my 2 years in NS. maybe half a month or 1 year. i can get my degree already! compared to if i finish NS then going for it.
so means if everything goes well. i can get my degree by 24 yrs old? thats not bad i suppose. compared to if i finish NS first before taking my degree. i save at least 1 - 2 years.
ahh dammit my ulcer hurts. bye. oh yeah, my sis bought me a usb connector hub thingy. i shall go plug in all my stuff now!
am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 3:02 AM