Tuesday, July 10, 2007

wore shoes today to sch for the first time in a few weeks in hopes of going to the lab to drill/cut some stuff for my MP. ENDED UP, cant go in coz i was wearing berms. HOW GAY. yesterday i wore slippers, so didnt go to the lab, today change to shoes, STILL CANT GO IN. @^%#$% man.

chiong-ed Condor Hero to episode 37 already! im gonna watch 38 - 41 later tonight. MUST CHIONG FINISH TODAY! WOOT. visitation was okay i suppose. although i didnt get to see _____ and we only went to a couple of houses. but no choice la. had to enter some due to circumstances.

so me and irene were talking and suddenly the topic of 'the good ole times' came up. haha. reminded of the times where she had to call me up, and ask me to stop playing computer games. and how time passed so quickly and since the time i came to church until now how long it has been already.

i still cant believe im 20 yrs old this year. it feels just like yesterday when i just came home frm kindergarten and i went to those 20c machines to turn out a rubber ball on my way home with my maid. and to think when we were pri 6, we acted like as if we were 'old enough' to do things. now even sec 3 looks so young to me. DIE. -stabs self- DIE.

hahahhaaha but just to comfort myself, the wedding dinner last sat made me feel REALLY YOUNG. boy do i miss that feeling. coz im the 2nd youngest cousin amoung all 10 or so...

they were all like 25, 26, 30, 24 so on and so fourth. and i was like... im 20 this yr. bday not even reached. AHHHHHH THE FEELING OF YOUTHHHHHHHHH. YOUTHHHH TIME IS THE BESTTTTTT.

some people say being in the 40s is the best, some say 30s. maybe bcoz thats when they got married and earning big bucks or something like that. but to me, nothing beats youthfulness. even at 6 yrs old, playing silly things and all the cheap thrills. feeling so excited just by running a few steps. now that is BEST. innocent happy-ness.

(yes i do know how to spell happiness. im just copying the movie acted by will smith. forgot the title though)

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