Friday, May 04, 2007
ROT.

school is soooooooo stupid. i already felt school is stupid ever since i got my stupid course. and now. its feeling even more retarded. for the past 2 weeks i have been taking taxi every single morning just to avoid being late so i can clock in at 9am. after which i either rot in/around school or go back home to sleep before coming back at 5.30pm to clock out. so dam retarded.

sigh and i guess i developed a really bad habit. everytime a bike zooms pass or when i walk pass a carpark, i will always check out the bikes. and thats a bad habit because i will get reminded of MY stolen bike. AHHHHH. then i'll have to shake off that feeling. lol. but that feeling SUX. dammit. its indescribable. zooom. turns head. feel like a loser coz my own bike is stolen. den try to get rid of that stupid feeling.

life is boring. theres nothing to look forward to. nothing exceptional to do. nothing nothing nothing. every week is a drag. every day is a drag. all aspects of my life is crashing down. 70% has fallen. will whatever that remains sustain? will there be rejuvenation?

i give up. i unpin my hopes.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 1:50 AM