THOUGHTS.

okay no fancy language or essays for this post. theres this mixed feeling and thoughts going through me.

ok so i got my bike today. yea its nice. and convinient. frm tamp to my hse in a jiffy. but... ... ... i dont know. after all that hard work, after all that money spent, i suddenly feel like... ... not riding. i dont know!!!!!! i mean YES its convinient! but... all that bike maintenence stuff. so many things to settle. i still have to head down and buy my season parking tml. and. riding on the real road in real traffic and stuff. i dont know! maybe i shldnt have learnt bike at all! BUT at the same time! im freaking happy i finally got a bike! BUT. I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this feeling is screwed up!!!!!

i mean... @$#@$ lah. maybe im just gonna use my bike for hse -> sch. hse -> supper. hse -> church. anything furthur i'll just take public transport.

but at the same time! a bit stupid right!!!! BUT!!!!

AI YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH maybe im just not used to it yet lah. just now i went out of the hse without my helmet lah. press lift already then realize. den go back take -.-

AI YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i can really feel the difference lah!!!!! just now frm tamp go home. 10 min? 15 min? no need to bother about last bus. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go highway, go to roads where im not familiar with. having to remember which parts of the bike is for what. and having to remember to go for this maintenence that maintenence. having to settle all the paperwork for my bike. EVEN PUMPING PETROL IS DAM TROUBLESOME LAR. AI YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

okok at least i managed to vent some frustration.






'dear god, i really want to pray, that my bike will be problem free for the ENTIRE time im riding it. god. i promise to ride safely. and i believe that you'll protect me when im riding. god PLEASE let me be able to adjust to this in an instant and god please let everything go smoothly lah. god please also guide me and show me what i must do in order to have a good safe ride. i believe that this will be a smooth transaction in my life and i believe everything will go well abd be in order. i thank you and give you all the praise and glory. in jesus name i pray, amen.'

'god please lah please please please. everything swee swee lah ok. thx'

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 2:09 AM