Sunday, April 15, 2007
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it has been weeks, months, even years, since i started serving. waking up before any poly student does on a saturday morning, dashing down and all around, and there is always some irritating brat or punk that comes to spoil my day. a train ride, a cab ride, a bus ride, was all. should i say im lucky? or should i say im just cranky?

the crowd pushing on, people getting frustrated, tensions were rising, security trying their best to ease the crowd. there i was, right at the front of the line, thinking would i get in, or am i going to get turned away right at the brink of the entrance! the usher counted, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and I WAS IN! last 20 got in and i was amoungst the last 20. but as i walked down the winding corridor to my seat, thoughts began to flood my mind. should i have just took the free dvd and go home? for it was the beginning of a really long night. the first half of the match was a killer. literally. we were dying in our seats for the game was off to a sloooooooow start. but the second half was totally a thrilling seat grabbing one! the power, the presence. its not about the charismatic actions, its about the atmosphere! it totally changed. it totally caught me offguard for when i noticed, i was already in the midst and could not make any sudden moves. the ball was all around the court as it was being flung, thrown, kicked, smashed, all around!

it was all over and reality dawned upon us, for now, is the ever so yucky long walk to a distant bus stop. just me and a pal, for we were abandoned outside to fend for ourselves. we started our journey and thought we did a good run, only to meet someone, we did not want. i scooted off quickly as my double deck bus came, and there he was with the other feeling quite the pain.

reaching home i kicked off my shoes, only to my surprise my mom bought a new phone. i stretched my neck to look over to see, what kind of a phone she was waving at me. a motorola razr, of its latest version clad in black smiling at me. apparently so, my mom and sis, planned all of this, knowing i liked it, bought it instead, offering it to me, but i had to stay free. for if i were to take it, my mom would get mine. and if she were to use mine, she might never master its kind.

i thank god oh cant you see. for he's done alot of things for and to me. some of which i still dont really like, but out of which i know he'll turn fine. god oh god theres a couple of last things, i know you know so pls dont hold back on me. i really want them now but god i'll see. for your timing is best and so i'll wait and try to take a rest.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 12:38 AM