Wednesday, March 28, 2007
SLEEPLESS.

i've been having a couple of sleepless nights every week and it is irritating the @$$32$@ outta me. i always toss and turn around in my bed telling myself to go to bed but i always end up sleeping at 7am or around that. and after that i would wake up at 10 - 11am because i cant slp anymore! freaking irritating!

im guessing im subconsciously thinking or worrying about something. it could probably be my sup paper exam. WHICH I CLEARED TODAY. YAHOOO. pretty confident of passing. unless that bastard teacher decides to bastard me AGAIN. or maybe it could be because of my bike TP, WHICH IS NEXT WEEK. YEAH BABYYYY. i booked 2 road and 2 circuit revision on the days before. im seriously gonna clear it in 1 shot. or maybe i could be thinking about my cg reshuffling. i dont know.

anyhow, i think in my heart i know where i want to go, but in my mind, through logic and reasoning, either sides are fine. ah well i'll just go with the flow i guess. if it cant withstand such a change, then i guess its just not meant to be.

and im so excited abt my TP nxt week. once i pass, its gonna be all the bike viewings and then... PURCHASING MY BIKE. dammm im so excited abt that!!!!!!! i mean... that equals to, NO MORE SQUEEZING IN PUBLIC TRANSPORT, NO MORE LONG RIDES TO SCH WHEN I CAN REACH IN 10 MIN, LATE NIGHT SUPPERS WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT THE LAST BUS HOME! and so many other things. its really a convinience to have your own vehicle. honestly i dont mind a van either. seriously. but its a fact that a bike is still the cheapest vehicle on the road by far.

anyway i dun wanna get into the safety issues thingy again. damm excited. yahooooo. probably i cant slp at night because subconsciously im thinking abt my bike? i just hope i can wake up next week. 7am, 7am, 6am. on tuesday, wednesday and thursday respectively. its gonna be wilddddd :D

so i have attented 2 pos trainings so far. i still dont know if i shld join or not. sch term is gonna be hectic nxt sem. and i dun noe wassup with the ppl in the stunts but they seem to love doing toe-touches. and then being amos ang, i will always exclaim at them. WASSUP WITH U GUYS N TOE TOUCHES. hahahahahha but seriously man. HAHA.

guess i'll end here. yea i know hardly anyone reads my blog anymore. but... i guess blogging is a nice place to put down my thoughts and it also gives me a third person perspective when i read my own blog. and it helps to release all sorts of negative feelings like anger or frustrations.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 11:35 PM