RANDOM.
first of all i want to say @^3$^425@#%2. coz i failed 1 subject this sem. the subject i least expected to fail. i'm really beginning to think that a certain lecturer is just being a A-HOLEEEEE.
ok now that i got that out of the way...
once again i wanna say how excited i am. 3 more weeks babyyyyy!!! can u feel it! 3 more weeks. all my hardwork in the past 4 months or so going for all those lessons and taking the bus down all the way there. 3 more weeks. and its all gonna be a reality! of coz i might fail. but... i simply cant see myself failing. i see myself owning the dammed circuit, kicking butt on the road circuit. den quickly going down to buy my insurance n quickly go view n buy a sp/kips! or maybe even a tzm! (all those r bikes if u still dun understand wat i'm blogging about).
dam i shld haf left that part out. now i'm so freaking excited myself.
so i shall blog abt some lousy stuff... ...
my cg is gonna reshuffle soon! yay? or nay? its definitely nay! DUH! finally i shall pen down all the thoughts going through my head. first of all. they always say a cg is where u'll find ur close frens blablabla where they will encourage u blablabla but the irony is that, by the time u really bcome CLOSE frens wif someone. guess what.. they split u up!!! thats right. they LURVEEEEEEE splitting siblings and close frens up to different cg wif the claim that they do not want u to be in ur 'comfort zone'. and that 'a change is good and change is the only constant'. anyway tats kinda crappy n bull if u asked me. they say this but they do that. andddddddd... ... do u noe tat each time a cg multiplys or reshuffles, 2 - 3 ppl will backslide? well tats just my own survey and conclusion. but its true. those who cant take it, those who arent stable and those who's fire has been extinguished will be gone. y cant they understand and see... at least wait til they're more stable. thinking back i miss the certain few who backslided like 2 yrs ago simply bcoz of a reshuffle. they're were beginning to be regular for cg n svc! and they were really showing ALOT of improvement. but 1 reshuffle, and BAM. ppl r gone. i find tat so dam sad.
yes yes i know this is a long paragraph. those who dun noe wat i'm toking abt can skip it. its just for me to write all my rattling thoughts. den my cgl says the reason for the reshuffle is tat theres no new frens and we're getting too comfortable wif one another. ok no new frens, i gotta agree wif her on that. but getting too comfortable? OH PLEASE. WE HARDLY EVEN NOE EACH OTHER! ahhhhhhhhh its this topic again isnt it. besides like 3 of em? who bother to stay back after svc n cg to just simply have a meal n tok. the rest.. always play disappearance acts! out of all the days, y must they go home for dinner on saturday? cant u just settle ur meal outside for the day?! i mean there are other valid reasons! and even if u feel tired n wanna go home. tats fine! but EVERY WEEK. THE SAME HANDFUL OF US. and my cgl says we're getting too comfortable wif one another. HA! i dun even noe some of their age!
can u imagine if my cg reshuffles. this is the scenario i thought of. my close frens wont be the same cg as me. they'll split the sibblings up. and i'll get the worse of the 2. den out of all of them, i will hardly be able to tok to any of them. den they dump all of us in new cg.
like matthew said. i'll be joining them at simpang every week. LOL.
ok enuff said. type until my hands oso a bit tired already. but i dun wan to end my post like this. wat a sucky way to end off.
okokok for my own personal pleasure. and hopefully i dun get exposed. LOL. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... ....
this week's been nice. as in...
oh i just rememberd another sucky thing to blog abt. LOL.
okok i promise i will end SOON. HAHA dam i cant stop when i start.
thursday. children church excursion. i go pasir ris to pick like 26 kids altogether. and half way 1 of the ppl doing forecast din sms me who coming. so i din noe til like LAST FREAKING MINUTE. oh and make a guess where i took them to. WHITESANDS MACDONALDS. y cant they just go there themselves! GEEZ. anyway.. ok nvm... den after tat. MUST HELP THEM TAKE ORDER. OMGGGGG CAN U IMAGINE THE SCENARIO NOW. once again i am thinking. WHY CANT THEY BUY THEMSELVES. ok anyway i manage to get through that too n survived. n in between i was running up n down the 2 level macdonalds. after all that. i practically died.
ok so anyway! back to my happy thoughts.
but too bad i cant blog much abt it... =D
hmmm.... how shall i put this.
lalala!!!! xD
guess tat would do. how nice...
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