Wednesday, February 28, 2007
save ME.

yes pls save me.

the exams r killing me. cny totally killed me. i'm not really into all the bai-nianing n stuff. but simply by giving me a 1 week holiday where i went out wif family n frens totally turned my studying mood factor OFF.

have 2 papers tml. and i'm still making notes only. how cool is that.

1 paper i dun even intend to study coz its open book. BUT. even when the quizzes were open book i still failed them. so... yea. but den again. if its open book. study now n flip through during the exam makes no difference either.

the other paper has a crap load of things to memorize. frm the looks of it, its gonna be the most amoungst my 5 papers. usually 1 a3 paper is enuff for my notes. now its gonna be 1 and a half a3 paper. dammit.

sigh no mood no mood no mood. somebody save me.

how to haf mood to study when:

1. i haf 'something' on my mind. lol.
2. i left prac 8 and TP and i'll get my bike. i'm so freaking close now.
3. i haf no sch n stay at home wif my comp. dam its the holidays mood.

4. cny juz over. u say leh.

HOW TO STUDY????

but at the same time. i'm not gonna study real hard. but i'm gonna study to avoid the sup papers. sup papers are gay. the first time i took 1 i failed it. 1 hit combo and i was down for the count. LOL.

ok u can stop reading from here on. i just wanna do some random scribblings on my own for a while to destress a little n stuff.

well i figured talking to myself works too, but since my throat isnt feeling well after being sick for 1 week, i'll save my voice. well thats wat my blog is for anyway. and besides this way my mom n sis wont hear me and think i'm crazy. i really do think i have 2 personalities. theres the crazy outgoing mad daring amos. and theres the quiet shy scared to do anything and scared to take any risk and scared to tell someone something. and right now the 2 personalities are clashing and i'm going crazy. the crazy amos says HECK LA DUN STUDY LA DIE DIE LA. but the scared to take risk amos says ARE U MAD? U WANNA FAIL AGAIN? the daring amos says DAMMIT I WANNA CHIONG MY BIKE RIGHT NOW N GET IT. but the scared to do anything amos says RELAX. FAIL SOMEMORE NVM. GET MORE EXPERIENCE FIRST. the outgoing amos says I WANNA GO OUT! LETS GO! SENTOSA! LUGE! AIRPORT! TOWN! ICESKATING! ROLLERBLADING! SHOPPING! ANYWHERE ANYTIME LETS GO! but the shy quiet amos says I WANNA STAY AT HOME LISTENING TO MY MUSIC AND PLAYING DOTA AND WATCHING ANIME. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

anyway. besides having 2 personalities. i cant stand the tyra banks show. its so dam stupid! she's trying to copy talk show hosts like ellen degeneres and oprah. they rox! ppl just watch tyra banks coz she's kinda hot. THATS ALL. she doesnt noe how to engage the audience and she doesnt noe how to get the information out of her guests. i switch on her show for 1 minute and i immedietly turn it off. just go back to being a model and being pretty for the runway. dun try to be a talk show hosts. seriously. put ellen degeneres beside her and she'll get totally owned. owned owned owned. man i sure hope i dun get sued for doing this posts. tyra i'm so sorry dun sue me. ur a wonderful talk show host n i tink ur doing a greeeeeeat job! keep it up!

hmmm ok i think i'll do 1 more short paragraph before going back to study.

WASSUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP Y'ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl!!!!!!!

there. i'm done.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 12:10 AM