mind WANDERING.

i'm rotting at home on a sunday afternoon feeling real dam freaking bored.

i woke up at 1pm due to a fone call frm christina, u noe that lil girl. sheesh she was asking me whether i saw her performance, although i din see her, i juz played along and said yes. luckily her fone no recep so she resorted to smsing me to asking me abt it. and i din reply the last sms coz i din noe wat esle to say.

yea i'm kinda bad eh but i really din feel like replying to it. theres really nth to say.

so i was rolling around on my bed half dreaming abt prac 5. was i thinking abt it or dreaming abt it? i'm not too sure. i was half awake. prac 5 is really getting on my nerves now. its like a mini test. and theres no such thing as 'gif chance'. if i make a mistake thats it. i'll fail it. now i'm really getting worried how long i will take to pass it.

sigh its such a boring afternoon. i noe i haf some assignments to do and a quiz to study for, but, u noe. sux.

i juz finished watching harry potter and the philosopher stone. yea its probably the 4th or 5th time. but i love all of the harry potter movies.

so i'm juz sitting in front of my comp letting my mind wander. wat if i was born into a freaking rich family and i can juz quit sch bcoz even if i dun study and work, i haf enuff family fortune + family business to last me infinitely. wat if i really met faye 1 day in a normal life setting, wat will i really say?. i wanna rollerblade, i wanna ice skate, i wanna go watch movies, i wanna scuba dive, i wanna have a huge house at the beach wif the sea infront of me and the mountains behind me. i wanna haf a porch wif a glass ceiling where i'll have my computer there wif huge speakers to play my music and a sofa and bed and tv to slack on wif a huge fridge filled wif snacks chocolates soft drinks to indulge in. i wanna see the rain splattering on the glass ceiling n listen to the melodic sound of the rain n the trees rustling along and the waves crashing against the sand.

i wanna wake up to the sound of music and the feeling of relaxation and i wan to be worrying abt which country i shld go today and wat i shld do there instead of thinking what assignments i have to hand in and what i have to finish up by this sem.

y muz we all study n work so hard for. just to earn that extra buck, just to get an extra piece of paper, so that we can surround ourselves wif paper wif some guy's head. juz coz we need tat stupid paper to get us things in life.

y muz there be 24 hours in a day, 7 days in a week, 365 days in a yr?

y muz we slp? y muz we close our eyes n allow our minds to blank out. wat happens to us when we slp? do our souls fly up to heaven for that brief moment where we see our visions n dreams? or does it just lay still in our body doing nothing when we slp? wat happens to our minds when we slp? how come we end up closing our eyes shut and we dun even realize it. u noe u feel tired, and suddenly the next thing u noe, u wake up the nxt morning already.

haha all my rubbish tat i typed. guess i'll juz dota. but its kinda boring too. sigh. if only i had my bike now, i'ld probably go to east coast park now or mount faber or something. LOL

fellony.

am0s.SaNSeiU was shot at 5:01 PM